Fight music...without the music...and without an actual fight..but shud make u angry and thats the point

brrrrrr!!! hear that? its the sound of death..its comin...comin to get u, comin to take u , taking u to the abyss, to eternal darkness. Reach into the depth of ur soul, what do u see? i saw nothing in mine, emptiness, can nothing be defined? how can u have a word for the lack of something? zero. think of zero for a while...think of what it means. it means nothing. i dont think u quite grasp the significance of that. infact stop thinkin. if u can i doubt u can, close ur eyes and think of nothing, not black not silence, nothing. incomprehensible. i hate things i cant understand. thats why i hate dipesh i cant understand how that nigga gt so fat hahahaha! lolll! not funyyy but nigga gtta laugh hahah? u kno wt els i hate. u! why the fuk u reading this go fuk off! im just kiddin , i NEED u , if u dont read this then this doesnt exist , I dont exist....if no1s around to hear a tree drop in a forest does it make a noise? no it doesnt , life is perception, wt u dnt sense doesnt exist. everything ceases to exist every time i fall asleep. bull shit i cant believe i just wrote that hehehehehe i cant think str8 just typing wt i think im thinkin but im not sure no time to stop tho, gtta do something, if i dont keep typing im gnna hurt something, probably myself JOKES! i wonder how long it wud take some1 to notice that i ws ded if i ws to kil myself ryt noww......probzz bout 24 hours... actuli its friday probz bee aboput monday mornin. my mother comin to look for to get me out of bed, she screams calls the ambulence starts to cry, blames her self. such terrible thoughts, stuk in my hed, gtta get them out, get them on this blog, give them to some1 else, keep my self pure. nice and rainbowy, all sweet and chocolately, laughin hahah look at me laugh im all happy. happy happy kavi...kinda rhymes dont it hehe, god i hope i explode, wts takin those fukkin swiss ppls there time. i shud b ded in some blak hole by now, uuughh im so bored, lost in dark thought. i hope im not scaring u , i wud never wnna do that. or maybe i wud i dnno. i wonder wt it feels like to jump off a cliff...i hate heights, i look down i get so close to daring myself to jump off...wud it be such a bad idea to do it? yh it probz wuud, it wud be a terrible mess to clean up. ravz i hope u dont read this...actuli i do or i wudnt have just written that hehehehe im gnna im gnna sink like a brik in custard hehe yellow, yellow is such a weird colour, u know how do i know that the colours i see are the same as the colours that every one else sees? my blue cud be ur red...u cud be seeing a red sky but u wud call it blu...how can u have favrit colours, rmemebr in primary skl,,,,, my favrit colour ws gweeen . fukin little kids cant say their R's gnna unleash gary glitter on u mutha fukkers UNLEASH THE BEAST! all seems dead on the surface, but its screamin underneath...haha thnx coldplayyy cudnt have put it better my self....always look at things from twice, things are wt they seem ahhaha look at joseph lansdown, hes a ticking bomb hahaha hes gnna explode propa asian stylleeeeee. life is jokesss a bitt too funny if u ask me, its gettin full of its self, its a sell out, gettin too popular its time to bring it down, teach it a lesson keep it in line, propa tory style, kik the shit out of it till it obeys. thats why he have laws tho...wt law does life obey?? huh! BITCH! does wt the fuk it likes rude bwoi mutha fukka! why not wear a fukkin hoody u dikhed?!! hide ur fukkin head in shame fukin ugly dik! but u dont stop do u? spring to summer to autumn to winter to spring to summer yh real real original u dum fuk. dnt try n switch it up with that global warmin shit. who u tryna fool? get a real job! im a hypocrite, i need a real job, i need to sort my hed out..switch it up, stop wastin my time on fukkin blogs . stop drinkin coffe that stuff is fukkin me up, cant sleep cant close my eyes, cant think or cant stop thinking ARGH! hahahah jokes! u know wts jokes? yh i dnno i thought u cud help, why are u still reading this? this post has no structure or theme...but dont stop, or no1 will see these letters and they wont exist except in memory..memories FUK ME UP!! i hate them! they keep u living in the past. the past isnt good. the future isnt good and the present is defo not good. but the past is the worsstt. u need them tho or ur messd up in the present or future and makes me fukkin angry! i need to stop them following me, i got rid of asians following me,,, why not memories, why cant u be a dikhed to ur self ? cos ull be left isolated. an amolie haha thanks mr jenkins and politics ....shud i stop? this is probz gnna be a long post , i cant tell cos i havent publishd, ugh my fukkin wrist...too much typing maybe i shud just cut it ....ponies rainbows kittens moonlight romance poetry ..PEACE