nice english sucks

kk my last post floppd cos it ws in nice english!!urgh!! if u wnt nice english PLZ go to matts blog www.isitworththeaggravation.blogspot.com its like this one but betr. Sure is nyc to be typin lamely agen i feel like a free blak slave..and i can say tht without like seemin racist cos im half black and west indian......wow im lost for words...writers block? i didnt think that existed b4 but i dnt think its that they cant think of anything to ryt i think its that they have too much cant get it all down. thats sorta wt happnd to me wen i tried to write it nice english, it took waaaay long and i cudnt order my thoughts. sometimes i wonder theres loooadsa stuff i think about or whether theres nothing..i mean i like staring at things but i dnno whether im thinkin while i do it or just like sorta ded. i look at the sky alot, its sooo big its cool, it calms me down cos it reminds me how small i am compared to the rest of the universe, wt i do is soo insignificant to existence. lotsa ppl in skl are prooppper workaholics and i dnt wnna name any names...*cough* manish *cough* i mean u gtta chill sometimes!! they dnt make me as angry as the ppl who are never workin but turn out to be uuuuuber smart, like kavi 8-)..... sarcasm if u cudnt tel.. im still quite sarcy even tho i dnt find it funny nemore, i have an odd sense of humour. and wt i find funny, is that wen i try to be funny i naturally stop laughing cos like i hate ppl who laugh at their own jokes..how sad! but wen they laugh u sorta becom obliged to laugh along with them or theyll feel bad. i dnt like makin ppl feel bad..but it seems im sorta naturally do it, so i try to keep quiet most of the time so i dnt seem like a prik..u kno wt i realised? this post has been mainly about me...lets talk about U now...well if ur reading this ur probably going out with vaishna or going to join the army:p...yh hows that workin out 4 ya?;)