www.kavizzle.blogspot.com B-sides

heres a bunch of stuff i never published for one reason or another.

14/12/08 - untitled
"My head rests low on this soft pillow,
I wait with a hot ear for sleep's numb embrace.
The winter leaves a cold nose upon my face.

I think of things that i know
will send me to my happy place
to shield myself from my own disgrace."

24/01/09 - untitled
"Word! so i is gna let da blak hlf of me take ova dis post ..innit blad? lol im so not black! "

24/03/09 - at the cabinet
"i met alan milburn today, i told him i dropped the idea of taking politics at uni to do law. He laughed."

12/04/09 - 50th post extravaganza
"yes folks this is my 50th post. i thinkin of whether i should so a lil montage of my blog so far, or like a lil clip show but i dnno wt parts of the blog are good and it wud take so much effort that theres reli no point. also i believe that holiday depression has kikd in. i may be an uber loner who shies away from social interaction when its in abundance, however now it has been replaced by morning lay ins and revision, i feel incredibly lonely. anyway this is meant to be a celebration. but is there anything to be proud of? if anything having a blog survive this long is something to be ashamed like continuing relations with someone reli reli offtime...u guys know who im talkin about lol! hehe its weird how the slightest thing can cheer u up. yh so i think im gnna keep it simple and just do some megapost. thing is no1 likes reading some huge post, its daunting. atleast i fukkin post boys. for fuck sake! all i ask is for something to read from my peers and look at wt bullshit i get. end up spending my time readin the fukkin bbc news website. hmmm im angry. any other emotions i can express? well i stopped typing for like 5 mins cos those thoughts were mean and bad, not for postin, i alredi got in some shit for talkin about rubenism. thats another thing that pisd me off. its perfectly alright for me to go up to ruben and call him a cuntbag and thats bein funny and teasin, but if i am being clearly non sequitur, yes tanjil i looked it up and added it to my vocabulary, in written form then i become a harsh dikhed. bullshit. see this is what a blog shud be like, a teenager whining. anyway! celebration. oh yh i reli like this coke advert music, its called open hapiness, it has the patd guy in it. coolness. hows on earth does music sound happy. and dont bullshit george about major and minor kk. i mean why does it SOUND happy? how can something sound happy. i might actuli stop here and pik up 2mozzle guys, it wil be the first time i save it as a draft!! ooooo revolutionary. god being in a bad mood doesnt help at all......

good afternoon. where to pick up ay? i ws wochin the speaker on bbc iplayer, and i saw haroon. that filled me with jealousy, why couldnt I be that gangsta?:( speaking is so east for some ppl. mostly dikheds. why do dikheds always have the mst to say? *cough*bakr*cough*max*cough*. lol its not as subtle in written form. wen smart ppl talk lots then they become snobs. not u tanjil, ur not patronize at all. oh yh does "sharples" ring a bell? sad ol' kavi googled names and came across some information:p. lol this post is totali showin how mean i am! im surprised i havent talkd about ruben more. i dont like this post. - 13/4/09 draft"

13/04/09 - 50th post extravaganza (2)
"abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz..... 6 seconds not bad. so welcome to my 50th post. cherry coke in one hand, and a deperately lonley teenager, mmhmm its bloggin time. i need to stop my cherry coke intake. lol some guys just kikd a football at my front door. my doors fine, so i spose its good to see ppl still playin football. any other day and i wuda been pissd off. i wudnt have sed anything, but i wuda been annoyed. whoah some nymphets just passd my house, lol this window is shwing alot today. and by nymphets i mean they were pretty yung. like 6 months. lol nah. but yh probz nt legal. man im kinda sik arent i. so nehoo merrett is hosting some sort of social gathering tonight, shud be shit. lol i hope he reads this afterwards. i actuli had a long post half way done with the same title as this, but i didnt publish it and is still in my drafts cos i didnt like the direction it ws heading in. theres a first for everything ay! yh i might release sometime in the future. its not nice wen u realise u have to change how u act or ur behaviour. i kno how racist feel. or smokers. or paedophiles. mainly cos im all three. holidays are shit. lets face it. holidays = revision = struggle = promises to self to work harder. ugh! tanjil if ur gnna make another point about hw u dont revise u can just go and fuk off kk? gess which website i ws on the other day. www.ukgermanconnection.org. hmmm sharples, thats an odd surname. anyhoo. lol im so sad. thats why i have a blog i suppose. and its my 50th post YAY! 50 posts... thats reli reli sad:p im gonna publish this blog in book form one day. i wonder if it will sell. or be heavily censored. if im gnna be PM this blog cud reli make or break my election campaign....mainly break. unless i ws a libdem or respect candidate. god wt sad loserish parties. actuli nick cleggs views on the lisbon treaty are quite sensible. but thats all. shud i change the title of this blog? i ws just lookin at it and its kinda shit. what happens on msn shud stay on msn.... what does that even mean? i suppose that a load of crazy shit happens on msn, and shud not continue into REAL life. it does happen alredi i think. ppl are totally less shy on msn. also u can be funnier cos u dnt have to be quik to be witty, u just have to think of something funny to say in ur own time. thats wen kavi shines:D its reli cloudy outside. shit. i get so bored at parties that i just look at the stars alot of the time. i even made my own constellations. i found this one that looked like a bear, so i calld it ursa major. i dnt wnna giv it one of those shiity names the greeks made up."

peace