My 50th Post

hi guys and welcome to my fiftieth post. is that how u spell 5oth? it may also be last post:( i was thinking and maybe its time to put these juvenile, lonely yet theraputic posts behind me, and 50 is a nice round number. so for dramatic effect plz gasp or look in shock:O:O. so put your seat belts on and brace yourself. i wonder how to embed music into these blogs...i dnt reli wnna put a video in but like some sad music. its kinda weird how music can sound happy or sad. and all u musik folk dont bullshit me about major n minor. i ws lookin at the stars yday cos i have a flatroof outside my bedroom window and no1 ws home and it w reli nice. lukkily it ws (IS) april so i got to see ursa major. (i thought of this cos i sed "dont bullshit me about major n minor" funny how the mind works) yh i also saw ursa minor. the greeks had some dum stories:p zeus is such a player tho. hmmm im not reli in blog mode. i shuda just made like a montage :p or like a clip show. actuli we all hate clip shows. its like u get paid to think of new material dont recycle, u were never eco friendly. malheuresment i dont get paid... not yet anyway. im gnna publish this blog one day. itll give my election campiagn a boost. bnp have gt a good chance of gettin a few european seats this yr, claims jaki smith. lol i totaly apoligize for the spellin of her name. hw do u spel it? jaqui? anyways its a dum name. i always get mixd up between smith and harman. women all look the same to me. just like chinese ppl. i though how it ws jokes how harriet harman gt blamed for her husband lookin at porn. ( btw im sure a lot of u cant tell wen im being funny, ofcourse it was jaqui smith not harman that involved in the scandal, i INTENTIONALLY switched them up 2 make a point.) anyways, i wud pissd if i were a woman and my husband lookd at porn, and then to get blamed for it is just like lol. only with new labour. i ws tryin to defend the tories the other day. they arent the anti christ, they ARE ppl, but if u defend something ur clearly one of them. fukkin hypocrites. dont ask me why they are, it just seems that way, i havent actuli thought about it. hmm i shud dum this post down just in case matt decides to read it. so man utd are practically out of the champions league. i hate how itv reporters BLATANTLY support man utd. god the bias is not good. theyr even worse wen it comes to england in sport. i support england just like the rest of us, but i expect ppl who work for the bbc, not jonathan ross ofcourse, to act with a little finesse. do NOT refer to england as WE when commentating, its just not right. particularly if ur gnna be broadcasting in wales and scotland, but still even in england as well. i think international sports ws created blates cos of racism. xcept the olympics. actuli maybe that aswell. it just proves which nation are genetically better. or atleast were before globalisation and all the pakis were shipped over here. lol this is not a happy post. this tree opposite my house has reli amazed me u kno. i saw a comment on post b4 about wen i talkd about a tree and wteva, theres a tree right outside my house. and basikli the branches were cut off cos theyr were messin up the telephone lines. now its growing new branches and atm they look like roots and theyr growin leaves. amazing blud! the amount of time i spend starin out of the window jst proves how lively my life is. whos fault is that? sigh. i think too much. i keep tellin myself it IS better to be socrates dissatisfied. im not sure tho. i dnt understand hw philosophy students get any work, u just think and think and u cud just keep thinkin until u end up living in ur own fantasy world. an ideal that has no chance of actuli existing. well unless u can stop thinkin about it and do something about it. lol the house opposite mine all gt burglar alarms installd now. they all gt burgled. i cant afford one. wt a waste of money, a burglar wud have nothing to steal in my house, xcept a whole load of carrier bags my mum collects from tesco and sainsburys. i miss my mum. shes in instanbul, so i gtta do the washin up n shit. i actuli had to go out and buy milk! 2 be fair milk lasts like 20x longer nows shes away cos she drinks tea like 5 times a day. its crazy. well ill call it a day there. perhaps i may return to this blog, but not for a while now. take care and peace.