freshly squeezed blog juice

hey guys, heres me squeezing out a post in the middle of so far very unsucessful january exams. but we're not george so were not gnna talk about that ;) 2 all y'all that dont write on a blog on a regular basis u wouldnt understand how difficult it can be to simply churn one post out when u choose to do so, especially in the uninspiring january study leave. nothing has happened, i mean nothing! well apart from like israeli conflict n shiz but that doesnt really affect ME. so my c:/ gt corrupted a few days ago, and i sed goodbye to about 300gb of information while shedding a tear. its weird how personalized pc can get, like adjustin ur living room so its juuuuust right. well actuli i dnt do that my mum dus so visitors will be impressd. but we dnt get ne visitors nemor cos my house is crap. lol women.... its weird how u can get so emotionally attached to house hold objects aswell. i mean i ws sad cos i gt a new bed, all the memories that i had in that old one.. *thinks* good good but confused times. i havent had coffee in 72 hours and i slept like a baby last night, wel i woke up three times but u kno wen uve had a good sleep wen it feels like uve been asleep for ages. some people say they go to sleep and then they wake up not realising the time passing. i dnt think thats tru, well atleast not for me, i can sorta tell how long ive been asleep for most of the time. but last night i thought it ws like 7AMish but it ws only 3am, i ws pleasantly surprisd. u kno wt i ws sayin like at the start of this post, about it bein hard to write posts, well now ive sorta gt in the groove in this one ive changed my mind. its only hard if ur tryin too hard. like if ur tryin to sound cool or creative or funny or like wen i make a serious one. its ur mind set reli, u gtta just start day dreamin but then type wt ur thinkin even if its not interesting cos sometimes wt we think of as normal can seem weird to other people. lol y am i givin u tips on how to write a blog, like im an expert. but it is reli weird tho wen u write a post, now i kno how anne frank felt...sorta...it wud be unwise to make such a comparison. but i never RELI thought of it this way but writing is like the opposite of reading, i mean i did but i didnt REALLY. now i now people read differently aswell cos some ppl-like me-imagine a person reading out loud in their head or if its a novel the words eventually turn into pictures, but some ppl see the words and form images str8 away even if its like a biology or math txt book and thats kinda weird i thought. but neway reading sort of creates a stream of thought that ur sorta latching on to.... writin is like transmitting and then latching on to the stream ur on to keep u goin... lol that reli doesnt make sense.. ive always found it hard translate wt i think into words, my rents i talk way too fast but i think i speak just fine. u kno wt, i reli dnt trust recordings of my voice cos that reli isnt wt i sound like, i mean i WOULD know!! or wud i? wt do i know? actuli lets not get into epistemologics .. i tell wt i do know, man utd are like 2 points off the top of the table with a game in hand (15/1/09) lol it felt odd typin 09! its 2009 alredi man lifes just shooting past isnt it! it felt like only yday wen i ws revising C3.. oh yh 2 points of the top, but they lost rooney for 3 weeks. it wud take the piss if they win the league. arsenal were hypin up the 20th anniversary of when they won the league at anfield in like the 89 min or something wt a game! but in the advert the focus on fabregas and walcott.... how about we compare players that have their joints intact ay? man it feels following football is all i do anymore, apart from writin on a blog and revisin occasionally... and helpin my mum find fukkin gyms on the internet! that fukkin woman is so clueless! sigh *inhale..exhale..inhale..exhale*. well i lost that "stream" or wteva the fuk i ws ranting about, yh i can have sound like such a douche sometimes.. peace