does anyone read the title?

wategwan! if caffeine is a stimulant then why the hell am i so tired and short on words? i honestly can't think of anything to say, but i'm determined to finish this post 2nite, drafts are for losers. i don't wanna waste my time, become another casualty of society. i'll never fall in line, become another victim of the conformity? but why the hell not?:p darn hippies. hmmm i need someting funny to say quick. and not just the word anal. i hate the fact that ive been tagged by that word, i hardly see it appropiate to start texts to me with the word anal. its like callin john major prime minister, he did the job for laugh along time ago, but we've all moved on, stop living in the past! god this posting business is reli reli hard atm! im just daydreaming listening to sum 41 waiting for something to pop into my head. i spose if u dnt give ur hed time to stop thinkin u can keep typing. hmm wt to say now tho? ive now finishd explainin that i cant write and im dangerously close to running out of things to type..shud i just keep typing dots...... no that wud be a waste of space. i suppose i could just slump into depression and talk about that. but i refuse. i want to show theres another side to kavi, an almost happy side:) u know what i hate? nothing, im happy. isnt life just great? with all the oxygen and pointlessness. now now kavi sarcasm isnt they way to go. now my bro sed a weird ting to me earlier this week, that i kept misusing the word "irony" he sed irony is when you say something but u mean the exact opposite. i ws like thats sarcasm dude?. but hes older so hes probably right. i always thought irony ws like wen something oppositely coincidental happens, or if u say something that u dnt mean, but ur meaning is obvious. i suppose if tanjil reads this he can help me out...hmm matts listenin to jay-z, cud he get any cooler? now was that sarcasm or irony? god knows. since ive mentioned matt and tanjil , why not shout out some names.... paul the aryan..merret..george.....yh i spose that'll do. now i dnt kno if this happens to anyone else, but sometimes when i look at word, i see how its spelt and then i just cant get over how absurd that word it is. examples of words i find weird sometimes are; fat, quit,october..theres a few more that i cant remember. so i did find some words to say on this post, will you look at that:) but sayin that i dnt have many more:( ooo another weird thing that happens to me is that i only dream (or can only remember my dreams) if i have read something before i go 2 sleep. just thought people should know that, its like medical information, i mean i told the office that. ah man my bro came into the room and ws like standing behind me for like 5 mins just wochin me, without sayin a word. now i was rather embarassd of my blog but he cud bl8s see i ws up 2 something i didnt want him 2 see. hes such a freak. ah man i had tings to say b4 he walkd in...he totalli fried my trail of thought. i cant believe i have nothing better to do on a friday night than write on some blog. i accidently missed have i got news for you writing this:( happy thoughts.... u kno wot? im just not a happy person. i do laugh alot tho. lets be funny. so wots up with the colour green? its soo look at me im soo distinct from the other colours, wt a loner. that wsnt even a funny attempt of tryin not to be funny. merrett just gave me advice on not writing forcefully, hey merrett...screw u! yh i spose ive written enough, i mean i wrote SOMETHING unlike matt. happy happy:)! now ive read this for spelling mistakes..it feels too short...so wt the hell lets keep goin. so its novembr now woo! my fave month, its soo nice an cold, u know what! it gets soo dark these days!! its like pitch blak at 5 o clok. i walkd home 2day at like 5:15 and i ws scared of being in barkingside after dark! i think a cuple of chavs have moved away from barkingside u kno. about the same time that stabbing on horns road made the news.. hmm.