Writers Block

i kno it sounds silly, but i tink i myt have writers blok. jokes? ive herd that only bad ass mutha fukas get it. so why cant i think of nething to write? must one be in a creative mood to write? if that ws the case i dnt think i wudve got this far. maybe ive written all there is to write, bt thats impossible bcos i speak so freely about nething, why cant i get it down on paper, well on my screen? maybe its cos wen we talk we sorta always talk about the same things, speech is so repatativ, why do i feel the urge to keep my writing original or atleast not to keep makin the same points over and over? has the schools system of essay writing gt 2 me? make a point, go into more detail and give supporting evidence, now thats a paragraph;) bak to the point, i dnt think thats the reason. maybe its quite the opposite. perhaps i have too much to write and im unable to get it all down. its like theres no order of floating pictures in my head but im trying to release all of them at once and theyr gettin jammed at the exit, leaving my fingers just twitching over my keyboard. or maybe ive spent too much of my life thinkin and not enuf time expressing it, the thoughts im trying expressing cud have been at the bottom of all this stored of thought and made a metaphorical tower in my hed collapse. well, ive noticed that on this blog i spend a considerable amount of time talkin about myself, which most other blog authors dont do. i think im just sick of psycoanalysing myself or cant find nething new about myself to tell everyone about. the most probable reason for my mental blok is that im self obsessd. im subconsciously blokkin all thought of other subjects other than myself. i spose it explains why this post has been totally about me. kavi is so awesome.